22th - Dissertation Passed up !

如果留下多一秒鐘
可以減少明天想你的痛
我會願意放下所有
交換任何一絲絲可能的佔有

幸福只剩一杯沙漏 眼睜睜看著一幕幕甜蜜
不會再有原本平凡無奇的擁有
到現在竟像是無助的奢求

我已開始練習 開始慢慢著急
著急這世界沒有你
已經和眼淚說好不哭泣
但倒數計時的愛該怎麼繼續

我天天練習 天天都會熟悉
在沒有你的城市裡
試著刪除每個兩人世界裡
那些曾經共同擁有的一切美好和回憶

不是說好一起闖出去
怎能剩我一人回去 回去!

20th - Dissertation killing me

黑夜來得無聲　愛情散得無痕
刻骨的風　捲起心的清冷
吹去多年情份只剩我一人

兩朵孤單的魂　會心的眼神
哦　你我的苦　竟是如此吻合
感情的淪落人相遇在這傷感的城

我最深愛的人　傷我卻是最深　進退我無權選擇
緊緊關上心門　留下片刻溫存

只怕還有來生　我愛的依然最真
我最深愛的人　傷我卻是最深　教人無助的深刻
點亮一盞燈　溫暖我無悔青春　燃盡我所有無怨的認真 !

19th - Sick, stress and happy

妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱

沒有解釋太多
心痛
別無所求
愛原來有捨得
我難過
我才懂

18th - Again..

Again...OMG....2day nightmare is horrible !!! i fight with him....@@ ! OMG !! so tire also can dream like this...faint ! everytime awake by dream....also worry about you so much.....what the feeling of this? so weird ... dont think too much di....dissertation !! com on !! so happy that u requested webcam at the midnight of my lonely assignment night ^^ !! although just a 10 min talk....

17th - Dreams

虽然已经跟自己说了，只要你开心就好。可是为什么每当我睡觉的时候你总是出现在我面前。每当你走的时候我就醒来了，那个时候是多么的想念你。很辛苦！我真的那么爱你吗？我问了我自己很多次，而答案总是我爱你！

Louis Wong,你總是心太軟,心太軟.獨自一個人流淚到天亮,你無怨無悔的愛著那個人.我知到你根本沒那麼堅強,把所有問提都自己扛.相愛總是簡單,相處太難.不是你的 就別再勉強.夜深了你還不相睡,你還在想她嗎?你這樣癡情道底累不累
明知他不会來安慰.只不過想好好愛一個人,多餘的犧牲她不懂心疼.哦算了吧,就這樣忘了吧!該放就放,再想也沒有用.傻傻等待,他也不会回來.你總該為自己想想未來!

yesterday night....my house mate crystal do facial for me..she put mask on my face XD
i remember last time both of us went one utama shop for the mask and then finally we bought 1. We went bac home and try...!! both of us putting mask 2gether and laugh ! XD
so swt that time...


Just got bac home from library...planning not to slp tonite ...continue doing my dissertation...chapter 4 !! bear bear, i miss ur massage so so so so so much !! Miss your hug from behind while im doing assignment... this week gonna be my tough week !!

16th - Going crazy

huh...like a walking zombie right now...just finish my PDP reflective report and hand up to reception...bear bear ah...where r u a...i miss the moment u beside me when im doing assignment..the moment you encourage me...giv me massage...when im tire..giv me love support when im stuck...pour drink for me when im doing assignment...give me a lovely and comfort hug when im tire...now all things just a dream...i have to do it all by myself...doing assignment alone in the mid night...silence night..T.T

My whole body muscle still in a great amount of pain !! i need massage bear bear !! where are you !! u must be so tire and stress of assignment also ... dont worry !! im here to support you all the time !! gambateh bear bear !!

Used to call you every times i on my way back to my home...take out my phone on the way walking to the bus station....but not calling you anymore....put on my earphone...listen to the songs... claim my heart peaceful and comfort...i cant call you anytime i walk alone di...haiz.... stay cool...stop missing you !!

1 more month to go !! gonna past up my dissertation soon...looking forward skiing after the submission of dissertation. Good nite bear bear...

Fei & San Episode 4 : Your Birthday !

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Celebrating you birthday 2008 at Pelangi Utama at wen lin house ! XD