29th - Day of suffer !

The day of suffer !! doing assignment at school overnight.... some more the wound on my lips getting really pain !! medicine left at home....get a pain killer pill from my fren Luke (Korean). But since that pain killer not function at all.... cant continue my work coz the pain conquer my mind !! work end till 6am in the early morning....cant wait to go home and put medicine...called a cab to take me home instate of waiting the 8am bus. Today you heading bac to PJ... im worry about you every time you take bus !! But im so happy that u msg me that u reach home and save.. fuh ! wake up late in the evening....planning to hav dinner at school and finish up the assignment. Saw you online and skype with you....u asked me y i treat you so good and not hate you. The first answer in my heart is how can i hate a person that i loved the most ? i love you coz i need you, i need you coz i love you ! i didt request for any reward !! i just wanna to stay beside you !! but you just leave me when im in a really bad situation.... do you know... i do miss you when im here....i do wanna hug you and kiss you when im here....i dont wan both of us cry infront of the skype...do you think i can live without you ?? i cant....deep in my heart told me this...but u leave me without giving me a chance....i even cant touch you...hug you....kiss you.... it just like you disappear from my heart..!! at least you still got someone to hug you and kiss you there....but here...only tears kiss my lips....hiding under the blanket....hugging the book u wrote to me....once times past....all the contents in the books is a lie to me....all the promise is just a dream ..... where r u ?? my love.....

28th - Great Dinner !

2day i went ice skating again !! 3rd time during this semester !! wohoo !! just wanna master my skating skill before i go bac....so that i can bring u go Sunway piramid and skate !! i wish i got the chance....fall down and get hurt alot this few week !! but i say to my self so wat !! LOVE is always the grestest things ever !! you r the only one can make me cry like this....!! i love you more than anything....it become a factor that i can overcome everything !! thank you Wong Pui San ! Going to centre after ice skating, our dinner 2day is chinese dumpling and the chef is from beijing the origin of dumpling !! woohoo ! the most difficult part is chopping the meat in to minced meat.....it take 4 people to do that by change shift haha. It was so delicious !!

The gang of ice skating !!


The dumpling come with the chili soy source is awesome ! Serve with vege with oyster source !

The one from the left is the chef of the day from Beijing !



Here the delicious dumpling !!

27th - Sky full of star !

其实，我不是不喜欢管你。
而是随着你的害怕而改变。
你常常跟我说
你害怕被关起来的感觉，
所以你都喜欢睡在外面而我睡里面。
你不喜欢窒息的感觉，所以都不喜欢被被盖全身。
慢慢的我也为你改变了。
你都喜欢睡在我的手上睡觉。
其实睡觉不能动很辛苦，
可是看到你那可爱的睡相我都不忍心拿开我的手。
很多时候，我就这样睡到天亮。
虽然我睡得不好，可是早上看到你幸福的样子我就很开心！
手酸痛也不要紧了！
today i wake up at 4.40 and call you....just donno y....abit worry every time u take bus back to ipoh.... that one of the reason i so wanted to get a car to KL and drive. The second reason is can fetch you here and there....then u can drive my car without taking taxi....coz u always get angry becoz of the taxi driver... XD

U were home and save.....yeah ! i went ice skating again today....i wanted to master it before i went bac malaysia. Coz before this, i promise you to teach you how to skate...but now im wondering do i have the chances ?? Nvm, you happy i happy. Somemore its benefit myself wad....i know how to skate.... another things is ....MY LIPS IS FUCKING PAIN !! OMG !! cant eat alot...coz so pain....drink water also pain.... pain the whole day di....OMG suffer alot !! Today i ate french cuisine in IMI, not bad ! huhu! but i cant eat alot ! coz of my wound ! KNS !! after dinner keep on working on my event proposal...! went bac home and rest almost 10 something....while im walking to the bus stop....looking at the sky !! WAO !! lots of star !! so nice !! clear and bright sky !! but didt saw you moon...its hiding from me T.T !!

26th - I just care about you !

如果沒有遇見你,
我將會是在哪裏?
日子過得怎麼樣,
人生是否要珍惜?
也許認識某一人,
過著平凡的日子.
不知道會不會,
也有愛情甜如蜜?

任時光匆匆流去,
我只在乎你.
心甘情願感染你的氣息.
人生幾何能夠得到知己?
失去生命的力量也不可惜.
所以我求求你,
別讓我離開你.
除了你,我不能感到,
一絲絲情意.

如果有那麼一天,
你說即將要離去.
我會迷失我自己,
走入無邊人海裏.
不要什麼諾言,
只要天天在一起.
我不能只依靠,
片片回憶活下去.

25th - 你知道吗??

你常常问我我今天有什么不同
我回答你都一样咯
可是你懂不懂你每天在我心里都是那么的漂亮。
我不是不喜欢你喂我吃东西
而是我喜欢你喂我吃甜甜的东西。
我不是不喜欢看你
而是我喜欢在夜里静静的看你睡觉。在旁看着你可爱的睡相听听你呼吸的声音。

24th - Totally hurt !!

Finally i free from dissertation. i hav time to update my blog di...once i passed up my dissertation ... the first person in my mind to share my happiness is you..i wish i can celebrate this happiness with you...but you were far away from here...walking down the street...staring at the sky full of star....i wish i can enjoy all this with you.... !! Today im so unlucky...lose 100 in Casino.....get hurt during ice skating !! haiz....really hurt.....enjoying getting hurt this 2 month !!

23th - 8/11/2010 like this date !

11/8/2010 .... take a look at the birthday card you send me....so swt and lovely !! 8/11/2010 ....take a look at the birthday card you send me.... so lonely and sad.... where are you ?? my love...could somebody fill my broken heart ????