30th - 30 days past !

29th - Day of suffer !

The day of suffer !! doing assignment at school overnight.... some more the wound on my lips getting really pain !! medicine left at home....get a pain killer pill from my fren Luke (Korean). But since that pain killer not function at all.... cant continue my work coz the pain conquer my mind !! work end till 6am in the early morning....cant wait to go home and put medicine...called a cab to take me home instate of waiting the 8am bus. Today you heading bac to PJ... im worry about you every time you take bus !! But im so happy that u msg me that u reach home and save.. fuh ! wake up late in the evening....planning to hav dinner at school and finish up the assignment. Saw you online and skype with you....u asked me y i treat you so good and not hate you. The first answer in my heart is how can i hate a person that i loved the most ? i love you coz i need you, i need you coz i love you ! i didt request for any reward !! i just wanna to stay beside you !! but you just leave me when im in a really bad situation.... do you know... i do miss you when im here....i do wanna hug you and kiss you when im here....i dont wan both of us cry infront of the skype...do you think i can live without you ?? i cant....deep in my heart told me this...but u leave me without giving me a chance....i even cant touch you...hug you....kiss you.... it just like you disappear from my heart..!! at least you still got someone to hug you and kiss you there....but here...only tears kiss my lips....hiding under the blanket....hugging the book u wrote to me....once times past....all the contents in the books is a lie to me....all the promise is just a dream ..... where r u ?? my love.....

28th - Great Dinner !

2day i went ice skating again !! 3rd time during this semester !! wohoo !! just wanna master my skating skill before i go bac....so that i can bring u go Sunway piramid and skate !! i wish i got the chance....fall down and get hurt alot this few week !! but i say to my self so wat !! LOVE is always the grestest things ever !! you r the only one can make me cry like this....!! i love you more than anything....it become a factor that i can overcome everything !! thank you Wong Pui San ! Going to centre after ice skating, our dinner 2day is chinese dumpling and the chef is from beijing the origin of dumpling !! woohoo ! the most difficult part is chopping the meat in to minced meat.....it take 4 people to do that by change shift haha. It was so delicious !!

The gang of ice skating !!


The dumpling come with the chili soy source is awesome ! Serve with vege with oyster source !

The one from the left is the chef of the day from Beijing !



Here the delicious dumpling !!

27th - Sky full of star !

其实，我不是不喜欢管你。
而是随着你的害怕而改变。
你常常跟我说
你害怕被关起来的感觉，
所以你都喜欢睡在外面而我睡里面。
你不喜欢窒息的感觉，所以都不喜欢被被盖全身。
慢慢的我也为你改变了。
你都喜欢睡在我的手上睡觉。
其实睡觉不能动很辛苦，
可是看到你那可爱的睡相我都不忍心拿开我的手。
很多时候，我就这样睡到天亮。
虽然我睡得不好，可是早上看到你幸福的样子我就很开心！
手酸痛也不要紧了！
today i wake up at 4.40 and call you....just donno y....abit worry every time u take bus back to ipoh.... that one of the reason i so wanted to get a car to KL and drive. The second reason is can fetch you here and there....then u can drive my car without taking taxi....coz u always get angry becoz of the taxi driver... XD

U were home and save.....yeah ! i went ice skating again today....i wanted to master it before i went bac malaysia. Coz before this, i promise you to teach you how to skate...but now im wondering do i have the chances ?? Nvm, you happy i happy. Somemore its benefit myself wad....i know how to skate.... another things is ....MY LIPS IS FUCKING PAIN !! OMG !! cant eat alot...coz so pain....drink water also pain.... pain the whole day di....OMG suffer alot !! Today i ate french cuisine in IMI, not bad ! huhu! but i cant eat alot ! coz of my wound ! KNS !! after dinner keep on working on my event proposal...! went bac home and rest almost 10 something....while im walking to the bus stop....looking at the sky !! WAO !! lots of star !! so nice !! clear and bright sky !! but didt saw you moon...its hiding from me T.T !!

26th - I just care about you !

如果沒有遇見你,
我將會是在哪裏?
日子過得怎麼樣,
人生是否要珍惜?
也許認識某一人,
過著平凡的日子.
不知道會不會,
也有愛情甜如蜜?

任時光匆匆流去,
我只在乎你.
心甘情願感染你的氣息.
人生幾何能夠得到知己?
失去生命的力量也不可惜.
所以我求求你,
別讓我離開你.
除了你,我不能感到,
一絲絲情意.

如果有那麼一天,
你說即將要離去.
我會迷失我自己,
走入無邊人海裏.
不要什麼諾言,
只要天天在一起.
我不能只依靠,
片片回憶活下去.

25th - 你知道吗??

你常常问我我今天有什么不同
我回答你都一样咯
可是你懂不懂你每天在我心里都是那么的漂亮。
我不是不喜欢你喂我吃东西
而是我喜欢你喂我吃甜甜的东西。
我不是不喜欢看你
而是我喜欢在夜里静静的看你睡觉。在旁看着你可爱的睡相听听你呼吸的声音。

24th - Totally hurt !!

Finally i free from dissertation. i hav time to update my blog di...once i passed up my dissertation ... the first person in my mind to share my happiness is you..i wish i can celebrate this happiness with you...but you were far away from here...walking down the street...staring at the sky full of star....i wish i can enjoy all this with you.... !! Today im so unlucky...lose 100 in Casino.....get hurt during ice skating !! haiz....really hurt.....enjoying getting hurt this 2 month !!

23th - 8/11/2010 like this date !

11/8/2010 .... take a look at the birthday card you send me....so swt and lovely !! 8/11/2010 ....take a look at the birthday card you send me.... so lonely and sad.... where are you ?? my love...could somebody fill my broken heart ????

22th - Dissertation Passed up !

如果留下多一秒鐘
可以減少明天想你的痛
我會願意放下所有
交換任何一絲絲可能的佔有

幸福只剩一杯沙漏 眼睜睜看著一幕幕甜蜜
不會再有原本平凡無奇的擁有
到現在竟像是無助的奢求

我已開始練習 開始慢慢著急
著急這世界沒有你
已經和眼淚說好不哭泣
但倒數計時的愛該怎麼繼續

我天天練習 天天都會熟悉
在沒有你的城市裡
試著刪除每個兩人世界裡
那些曾經共同擁有的一切美好和回憶

不是說好一起闖出去
怎能剩我一人回去 回去!

20th - Dissertation killing me

黑夜來得無聲　愛情散得無痕
刻骨的風　捲起心的清冷
吹去多年情份只剩我一人

兩朵孤單的魂　會心的眼神
哦　你我的苦　竟是如此吻合
感情的淪落人相遇在這傷感的城

我最深愛的人　傷我卻是最深　進退我無權選擇
緊緊關上心門　留下片刻溫存

只怕還有來生　我愛的依然最真
我最深愛的人　傷我卻是最深　教人無助的深刻
點亮一盞燈　溫暖我無悔青春　燃盡我所有無怨的認真 !

19th - Sick, stress and happy

妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱

沒有解釋太多
心痛
別無所求
愛原來有捨得
我難過
我才懂

18th - Again..

Again...OMG....2day nightmare is horrible !!! i fight with him....@@ ! OMG !! so tire also can dream like this...faint ! everytime awake by dream....also worry about you so much.....what the feeling of this? so weird ... dont think too much di....dissertation !! com on !! so happy that u requested webcam at the midnight of my lonely assignment night ^^ !! although just a 10 min talk....

17th - Dreams

虽然已经跟自己说了，只要你开心就好。可是为什么每当我睡觉的时候你总是出现在我面前。每当你走的时候我就醒来了，那个时候是多么的想念你。很辛苦！我真的那么爱你吗？我问了我自己很多次，而答案总是我爱你！

Louis Wong,你總是心太軟,心太軟.獨自一個人流淚到天亮,你無怨無悔的愛著那個人.我知到你根本沒那麼堅強,把所有問提都自己扛.相愛總是簡單,相處太難.不是你的 就別再勉強.夜深了你還不相睡,你還在想她嗎?你這樣癡情道底累不累
明知他不会來安慰.只不過想好好愛一個人,多餘的犧牲她不懂心疼.哦算了吧,就這樣忘了吧!該放就放,再想也沒有用.傻傻等待,他也不会回來.你總該為自己想想未來!

yesterday night....my house mate crystal do facial for me..she put mask on my face XD
i remember last time both of us went one utama shop for the mask and then finally we bought 1. We went bac home and try...!! both of us putting mask 2gether and laugh ! XD
so swt that time...


Just got bac home from library...planning not to slp tonite ...continue doing my dissertation...chapter 4 !! bear bear, i miss ur massage so so so so so much !! Miss your hug from behind while im doing assignment... this week gonna be my tough week !!

16th - Going crazy

huh...like a walking zombie right now...just finish my PDP reflective report and hand up to reception...bear bear ah...where r u a...i miss the moment u beside me when im doing assignment..the moment you encourage me...giv me massage...when im tire..giv me love support when im stuck...pour drink for me when im doing assignment...give me a lovely and comfort hug when im tire...now all things just a dream...i have to do it all by myself...doing assignment alone in the mid night...silence night..T.T

My whole body muscle still in a great amount of pain !! i need massage bear bear !! where are you !! u must be so tire and stress of assignment also ... dont worry !! im here to support you all the time !! gambateh bear bear !!

Used to call you every times i on my way back to my home...take out my phone on the way walking to the bus station....but not calling you anymore....put on my earphone...listen to the songs... claim my heart peaceful and comfort...i cant call you anytime i walk alone di...haiz.... stay cool...stop missing you !!

1 more month to go !! gonna past up my dissertation soon...looking forward skiing after the submission of dissertation. Good nite bear bear...

Fei & San Episode 4 : Your Birthday !

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Celebrating you birthday 2008 at Pelangi Utama at wen lin house ! XD